Hey.
Chinese New Year's Eve didn't go well at all.
I was home, excited and ready for Yu Sheng. If I didn't get to go to my cousin's place, well, at least make do with my family. I helped out setting the table and all, we were all ready. (No Yu Sheng! :( )Everyone, but my dad. He refused to eat with us, for some reason or another. My Mum, my sister and I talked tons, but then it was quite sad... He just sat and watched tv.
My mum told me today that he didn't want to go to my uncle's house, cause he still bears a grudge. I don't know what though.
I had nothing to do after dinner. I went online, surfed the net, listened to music, then finally gave up. I put on RCC's CD and had my personal Praise & Worship session by myself. I cried thinking about my family. It's hard, it really is. Not just my extended family, but my family as well. That's how I spent my New Year's Eve. No cousins, no relatives, no nothing.
Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, I woke up to my Dad. Guess what he did? He fucking kicked the bed and screamed at me. I yelled back "If you want me to wake up, then don't kick the bed." He screamed "That's how you should wake up." I was pissed and slept for 15 minutes more.
Got ready and all, curled my sister's hair while waiting for Mum, the usual every year. Dad kept rushing us. In the end, we were ready and he decided to not go. I wanted to scream at him for being a pussy and to stop sulking.
Finally got to my Great Step Grandma's house at Bedok North. I saw my cousins for 5 minutes, and they left. That's so sad. I wanted to talk to them, really. They grew so much. The next cousin is even taller than me already. But no, they left. Along with my Grandma.
Had a little curry chicken at my Lao Ma's house. Sat there in silence when they were comparing me with my sisters. "Wah, Ying Ying is so big sized ah. Her nose very high. Why her eyes so small one ?"
Grouch.
We left a while after that, thank God, and went for lunch at my town club. Laughed a lot with my sister and Mum over sweet Char Kway Teow, Lobster Bisque and Hor Fun. Proceeded to my maternal auntie's house after that. Spent like, 2, 3 hours worth comparing me and my sisters, AGAIN. Bleh.
Mum took us to Carrefour, shopped, then had Carbonara at Pasta Mania. And now I'm home.
It's been a fucking shitty new year, but I'm trying not to let it get to me.
Gonna bake/skate/swim/curl hair with my sisters tomorrow. I hope this new year will get better.
:)
Happy Chinese New Year guys.
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Hi!
It's 8.05pm and I'm right back at home!
Potluck went great! MMM. We started at like, 7 plus 8, and we ended at like 9 cause there was simply too much food! Sze made topshell, Lena had beef stiryfry, Char's Mum made noodles and wings, I made Ma You Ji and Tang Yuan, Feli didn't make her soup in the end. =/ But we had like agar agar! And Jenny sponsored the Yu Sheng, plus the cab fare! lol.
Mmmm. It was a great, wonderful dinner! :)
Played Twister after dinner. Boy.. that was... ahahaha. Alright, it was fun! But poor jenny kept being squashed between people. And Char kept tickling people. Hahah.
Then played Jenga Truth or Dare! That's Lena being embarrassed. Lol!
Feli and Sze left after that, and Jenny, Lena, Ray, Char (haha inside joke!) and me stayed over at Auntie Rose's house! We scared ourselves silly with ghost stories as we walked back, then had a movie marathon! Spongebob, errr. I don't remember.
And I fell asleep right at about... 4 am?
Woke up to Lena clicking away online, and we tried to wake Darling up! Hahahah! Headed to BK for breakfast, Starbucks-ed at Compass Point, and then headed home.
I just got back from Reunion Dinner. Wasn't much though. No Yu Sheng, no fancy dishes, no cousins, no relatives. Even my Dad didn't join in. He just... sat on the couch. Pretty mundane. This is the quietest New Year I've had.
To the FCC: Thanks for meeting up yesterday guys, and for being my second family, especially since I've barely got shards of my family left. You guys make me feel like I have a family who loves me! I love you guys. Hope we can stay together for many, many years.
To my darling: It was perfect, thank you. :)
Happy Chinese New Year dear reader! You are appreciated. :)
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potluck with my closests today! :)
i made ma you ji, and tang yuan. i have doubts about how i'm gonna transport it there.
and i'm bringing jenga truth or dare!
but, i'm mad. my stupid sister broke my necklace, AND bent my hoop earrings, straight. i am damn pissed la.
>:(
hope potluck will be good.
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I remember when I'd run to you,
Through fields of white flowers.
Your embrace is my air,
How I needed you there.
And all of the world and
All of it's powers
Couldn't keep your love from me, no.
Couldn't keep your love from me.
Cause I need you.
Like the dragonfly's wings need the wind.
Like the orphans need home once again.
Like heaven needs more to come in.
I need you here like you've always been.
And then I waved goodbye to you,
From fields of white flowers.
You were so proud of me
I was too proud to see that.
All of the world and,
All of it's powers
Couldn't keep your love from me, no.
Couldn't keep your love from me.
Cause I need you,
Like the dragonfly's wings need the wind.
Like the orphan needs home once again.
Like heaven needs more to come in.
I need you here like you've always been.
Taking for granted,
(taking for granted.)
All of her smiles
That got away.
And now I'm looking up at you,
From fields of white flowers
You were so proud of me
I'm so proud of you.
All of the world and
All of it's powers
Couldn't keep your love from me, no.
Couldn't keep your love from me.
Cause I need you,
Like dragonfly's wings need the wind.
Like the orphan needs home once again.
Like heaven needs more to come in.
I need you.
I need you,
Like the dragonfly's wings need the wind.
Like the orphan needs home once again.
Like heaven needs home once again.
Like heaven needs more to come in.
I need you here like you've always been.
La da da da...
"And she says that I am the brightest little firely in her jar."
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Alright, I'm in school now, and I am absolutely refusing to do work. I'm sorry la, I slept late and woke up late okay. :/
What I've done today? Ate breakfast, surfed the net, ate lunch, surfed the net. Yeah, in that order too! Aren't I such a lucky girl? :)
Yesterday was best friend's day! I went out with Char! :)
We talked more than we shopped. Talked about everything. Crazy woman. I was feeling high as well.
"Audrey Pudgy Pudding Pie!"
School is stinky. I hate guys. Really. They <3 sprouting vulgarities to make their egos ballon. Unfortunately, can't say the same for the length of their dicks.
Whatever.
I love you darling! I can't wait to meet you. :)
Smelly farty. Lol.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Gonna present, talk to you later. :)
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Hi!
I forgot to blog this down.
Anyway, Darling and I, as you already know, had dinner at Simei's food court yesterday, and we had an intruiging conversation yesterday!
We sat at the Vegetarian Stall and Darling's mind wondered.
"Dear ah, you know ah. I can never become Vegetarian! It's so boring! Look!" -points to veggies. "If the world runs out of meat cause of diseases one day, I think I'll die! At least you have toufu! I have... Nothing!"
Hahahah!
So cute la.
Well Darling, if the world DOES run out of meat, I'll let you eat mine okay?
:)
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Hi.
Things have been going great ever since I blogged about it. Lol.
Anyway, school was crap as usual. Guess what I did? Slacked, chatted on MSN, basically did my own things, the entire day.
There's UT tmr. I'm so screwed la. =/
Met Char a few times during lunch with the Bitches (TOM YAM!!!). She kept poking me! So I retaliated and poked her back, so hard til she fell! HAHA! I PWN YOUR ASS! Ah, but then she got up and started poking me again.
I ran away and msged her: "RETREAT! RETREAT!"
Haha. I have a retarded best friend.
I left class after presenting, and took the train to Tampines. Darling finished early, YAY! We went to get my Billabong jeans for Cheena New Year, DOUBLE YAY! I had fries, TRIPLE YAY!
And we took the bus down to Simei's Pet Safari and saw meowmeows! There were more woofwoofs though. Only one meow meow. :/ But that meowmeow was cute! We saw a really really nice black Husky! And I named him Handsome. Cause he's so handsome! :) Then I named the male Golden Retriever, Curly. Cause he has curly fur on his ears!
Ray thinks I can't work at a pet store.
"I'll pay for my Labrador by.. MasterCard."
"NO! DON'T! GO AWAY!"
>:(
We went to the food court for dinner. That food court is like, a diamond in the rough. Darling had prawn mee. And it was the tastiest food court prawn mee I've ever tasted. You can actually taste meat and not MSG!
I had their Tom Yam Soup. And it was so shiok I tell you. It tasted similar to Phuket's Tom Yam Soup, except not that spicy, which is great for me! :) Plus, all it's stores are Halal.
Oh yes, and their desserts are served in generous, generous portions!
On the way home, I suddenly blurted something about Fatty Bom Bom, so Darling started calling me that. >:( Then, I named her FARTY BOM BOM! Hahahaha!
My Farty Bom Bom! :)
Pictures from waffle making day! (Oh yah, I am having tons of fun with my waffle maker. :) )
Flour, eggs, sugar, milk, BATTER!
My beloved waffle maker!
Hey, they look burned, but it's just the camera okay! They taste damn shiok. :)
My sister trying Nutella waffles!
All these went to Farty Bom Bom's tummy.
Alright, Farty's nagging me to sleep.
Night! :)
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hi.
today didn't start well, at all.
couldn't sleep last night. tried and tried, and finally slept at 12. woke up at 2 again, for no rhyme or reason, and couldn't sleep til 3.
well, i'll just blame my incessant stupidity. for every tiny thing that happens. it's just a fucking shitty day. and it's my fault that i fucked it up.
gonna shop by myself after school. go home, do my work, and bury myself alive in all this shit.
nothing can make me happy now. not waffles, not music, not friends, not anything. but you.
rahhhhhhh. just blame me okay. it's always my fault anyway. i'll never be able to get anything right or sort anything out. ever.
"i tried to be perfect,
but nothing was
worth it.
i don't believe it makes me
real.
i thought it'd be easy,
but
no one believes me.
i meant all the things i
said."
i'll just bury myself alive.
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Hi!
This post's like a tribute to all my close friends. I miss all of you guys. I hope we won't ever drift away. :)
Antie! I miss your retarded irritatating-ness, and making fun of people! Oh won't you come out to play soon?
Char! Thanks for being there when I needed you. Your advice and all, for every time that I was down. :)
Feli! I miss you tons! I loved the bimbotic moments we had. :) Hope we can drive char up the wall more often! Have faith in yourself for the O's okay. What's done is done. Let God guide you, cause He knows what's best. :)
Janice! I used to tell you many things, and you used to as well. I want you to know that if you ever want me to listen, I'm still here. :)
JoeyPoey! You ah, always so obsessed with netball. Don't keep stuff to yourself girl. It's not healthy. :)
Leanna! I hope that everything's been great. It's been harder to talk since we're in different classes. Hope to lunch/bitch more often okay?
Lena! Hello Bimbo! Your cooking is fantastit. And you are not fat, please! :)
Shuhua! Hi woman. I love to hear your rantings during lunch. No matter if it's about your team mates, or your work, your powerpoint slides.. Keep them coming okay?
Siti! Stop being so pessimistic la you! :) Sometimes, you should stop growing those seeds, and stop and smell the roses. :)
Sze! I miss you, I really do. I miss singing with you, doing stuff with you, talking rubbish, confiding in you... Good luck for your A's. I know you can do well. :)
I really miss you guys! :"(
And to my darling, it's too long and too much to say here. I hope that I do enough for you and you can see how much I love you. Sometimes stuff can't be put in words. So you'll just have to see for yourself. :)
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Hi!
Today was Darling and my eleventh month together! :D
Was supposed to be at the TP open house at 1115. Ah, but of course, the podge is always late! I arrived at 1215/1230. hahahah!
Anyway, Darling signed up for the Seventeen Magazine Membership thingy for me. And I now have a free bottle of hairdye! Watched her perform at RMT's LT Show. HAHAHA, she was hilarious.
"Big earrings or small earrings or bracelet or anklet or necklace or choker or ring to match my manicure?!"I bet if she was a nerd, she'd be damn successful! :D I seriously didn't know if I should laugh or be embarrassed or what. You did great baby! :D
We walked around a bit, then went back for a second show, Von's show! Hahaha! Von is equally as retarded. "P to the I to the N to the K?"
Finally had chicken chop at BizPark! :) That was lunch! Then took a bus to town, and found something on the bus! Heehee. Our little secret.
Watched In Her Shoes at Cine. I LOVE CHICK FLICKS! :) it's a must watch for all bimbos out there. :) Especially if you're like me - SHOE FETISH! :D
Walked around abit, the usual, Heeren, Taka and all. Then took a bus down to The Glass House for Fish & Co. (HAHAH I BET SHUHUA'S JEALOUS!)
Mmm. Starter was Garlic and Lemon Mussels! It was damn good la! We had to resist licking the dishes clean. Shared the fantastic Platter for One (PRAWNSRICECALAMARIFRIESFISH! <3),
Went home feeling like a fat blob of lard, but a HAPPY fat blob of lard! :) MMMM.
I got Darling a Rusty Tee! :) And she got me that bikini I wanted. Though I seriously doubt I'd look any good in with with all that Fish & Co. love in my tummy now.
Happy Eleventh Darling! I love you many! :)
Night world!
Love,
The Fat, Blissful Blob of Lard. :)
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hi!
i am rather bored, ("hi rather bored!") so i shall blog about something real random that happened yesterday.
i met darling at my house bus stop at around, eight? we were going to jalan kayu for prata and kang kong.
ANYWAY! she wore formal clothes, her white work shirt and black work pants.
she stepped out of the bus and i fell in love all over again! :)
SO HANDSOME!
couldn't help but feel like some kid who won a date with a celebrity throughout the entire night.
:)
i'm in a daze.
today was boring. besides the debate. which i ... tried to do well in. i hope i did!
besides that, nothing else happened.
alrightey then, it's off to bed for me.
:)
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i am in school! UT was okay. the usual, shitting the entire way through.
and today... MY RIGHT NIKE DUNK WAS MISSING. fuck. i bet it's one of the sisters. i mean, i put it on the usual rack and this morning, i opened the cupboard and found only one dunk. >:(
haiyah i am very hungry okay? i was dreaming about waffles. mmm. i cannot wait to eat. :D
i miss the bitches!
i miss darling many many.
i hardly slept last night cause... i slept loads yesterday.
roar. a hungry bitch cannot function.
ROAR.
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i am so pissed with my mother!
she finally got my waffle maker, but i can't use it! and i don't get why!
why did she buy it for then? for display? stupid woman.
anyway, i slept at 530 this morning, and i woke up at, 5. woke up meaning that i finally got my ass out of bed. haha!
bathed, then met darling and we went to kayu for prata, kang kong and crispy noodles.
that's about all i did today.
besides fuming about my waffle maker.
school stinks! i don't want to go!
and i'm skipping this friday. heeheehee.
anni la, sorry. not gonna FCC either. :)
okay la, i'm gonna fume more about my beloved waffle maker. <3
bye!
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hey there!
i went out with darling today. she forgot to turn on her alarm clock, so she didn't go to school! sounds exactly like me!
anyway! we met at my house, and we had mayouji! :D
mmm. took the 136 to kovan then went to orchard and shopped, shopped, shopped! but no money was involved at all. haha. we marveled at how heavy pans were, and then sampled more goodies at taka, then stalked one of customers from Starbucks! :)
i had a lovely day baby.
went home early, and i've been doing my secret project! heehee.
alright, kinda tired, and my butt aches.
so i shall go. hahaha!
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hi!
i worked today!
nothing much, just the usual, UNREASONABLE customers. she made me cut her stupid scone and apply(?) butter and marmalade for her. do it yourself, woman! you have hands too! and she reminded me like, three thousand times to warm up her scone. stupid, do you think i'm slow?! i heard you!
i've been getting better. hopefully i'll be the best! :)
anyway, went to Taka's CNY food fest after work, OH MY.. mmmmm. food!
walked around, and like true blue Singaporeans, we grabbed all the samples! heehee. there were like, pineapple tarts, fish maw soup, sausages, GIANT (but probably genetically enhanced) lobsters, and more more more pineapple tarts! :0
darling and i got cheese cocktails and the sausage/prata thingy. it was good! made me crave for more prata. :)
went home, and i'm here now.
i love you baby, i really do. one week to our eleventh. i love you so much more now than i ever did or ever have. :)
will you stay with me, too?
:)
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don't stray,
don't ever go away.
i should be much too smart for this,
you know it gets the better of me.
sometimes, when you and i collide
i fall into an ocean of you,
pull me out in time
don't let me drown, let me drown.
i say it's all because of you.
and here i go, losing my control.
i'm practising your name so i can say it to your face.
it doesn't seem right,
to look you in the eye.
let all the things you mean to me
come tumbling out of my mouth.
indeed it's time to tell you why,
i say it's infinitely true.
say you'll stay, don't come and go,
like you do.
sway my way, yeah i need to know,
all about you.
and there's no cure,
and no way to be sure.
why everything's turned inside out.
instilling so much doubt,
it makes me so tired,
i feelso uninspired.
my head is battling with my heart.
my logic has been torn apart.
and now it all turns sour.
come sweeten every afternoon.
say you'll stay, don't come and go,
like you do.
sway my way, yeah i need to know,
all about you.
say you'll stay, don't come and go,
like you do.
sway my way, yeah i need to know,
all about you.
it's all because of you.
it's all because of you.
now it all turns sour,
come sweeten every afternoon.
it's time to tell you why,
i say it's infinitely true.
say you'll stay, don't come and go,
like you do.
sway my way, yeah i need to know,
all about you.
say you'll stay, don't come and go,
like you do.
sway my way, yeah i need to know,
all about you.
it's all because of you.
it's all because of you.
it's all because of you.
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just a warm cuppa hot cocoa,
sofa and thick sheets.
perhaps a show or two.
cuddles, hugs.
all i need is your love,
all i need is your care,
all i need is your concern.
why's it getting harder to satisfy?
why's it getting harder to be satisfied?
stay,
don't stray.
i love you.
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Growing old, and living for.
The moment, you're
Searching for something
You cannot find, the truth inside
Will reveal all, that you're living for.
Thinking all is gone?
It's gone.
Why wait for you to come home?
Why search for answers to nothing?
Don't come back crying for help.
Why wait for life to come?
Growing old, and living for
The moment you're
Searching for something
You cannot find, the truth inside
Will reveal all, that you're living for.
Thinking all is gone?
It's gone.
Why wait for you to come home?
Why search for answers to nothing?
Don't come back crying for help.
Why wait for life to come?
Think back,
Shocking,
Believe,
It's me.
Why wait for you to come home?
Why search for answers to nothing?
Don't come back crying for help.
Why wait for life to come?
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waiting, waiting.
i miss you.
i'd strip my world of everything, i'd do anything, for you.
harder, difficult.
maybe it's the emo talking.
is it that difficult?
sometimes, just sometimes, i need to be cheered up too.
sometimes, just sometimes, i get upset.
it's tiring to be happy all the time.
not the same old sunshine.
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y'know,
it's only 10:35am. today's wednesday, 11th january 2005.
and so many things have already gone wrong.
number one! well, my entire family knows that i'm lesbian. WOOHOO! i'm guessing that my sister flipped through my pictures in the camera, and found the picture of me and darling kissing at char's park. and that very same picture got printed out and it landed itself in my dad's drawer.
i got a small shelling from him, but he seemed okay with me.
number two! i still hate that bitch. >:(
number three! i am in school and that sucks balls. i have to wait until the o'level results are released, then i can apply for even an interview, then, get a place in TP.
number four! there is no number four. :/
oh well, maybe it's not such a shitty day after all.
but, i'm in school. and that really stinks! :/ i want my darling.
-whines.
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hi,
i'm not really in the mood to talk, i just want to BITCH about my incident at work with a particular whore.
She's an European woman, i'm guessing East Europe, because she can't really speak English really well. Anyway, she ordered a Tall Cappucino from me, which i cashed out. Her daughter then came and ordered a Short Cappucino, and 3 Short Lattes. All their drinks were to go.
Her daughter gave me a $50 dollar note. She had to pay me $17.15. I asked if she had coins. They dug for money, while i relayed the order to Bernard at the bar. When i came back, she said "Keep the change."
I thought she didn't want the rest of her $32.85 back, so i asked her again, "you don't want the change?"
She said, "She doesn't want it."
I asked again "Madam, do you want your change back?"
She said yet again, "she doesn't want it."
I didn't want to take her money, so I gave her back her change anyway, while she whispered to her daughter and they both sniggered at me.
I didn't really bother, whatever la.
Then, she asked for her drinks to be in a bag.
I asked, "All your drinks?"
She said, "Not the Cappucino."
I tried to clarify with her, "Which of your Cappucinos madam?"
She then said, "Can you speak English!?"
I replied "MADAM, YOU ORDERED A TALL CAPPUCINO, YOUR DAUGHTER ORDERED A SHORT CAPPUCINO AND 3 SHORT LATTES, WHICH OF YOUR CAPPUCINOS DO YOU NOT WANT IN THE BAG!?"
She rolled her eyes and sneered, "ALL."
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck that whore who thinks she knows better than me. Fuck her.
God, i'm just trying to clarify with you, to make your life easier! I could've just forgotten about the fucking bag and gone to the next customer. Why trouble myself to get the bag and egg tray for you? Fucker. Fucker.
RARRRRHHH!
Fuck that man as well. That man who mumbles, and then gets angry because I don't understand his mumblings.
It's as if they expect me to be psychic. Well i'm sorry, you try being in my shoes then.
Mind you, your drinks are at my mercy. Piss me off bad and i'll put an extra shot of spit in it.
For goodness sake, it's only a cup of coffee. Does it hurt that bad to repeat yourself again? Or say please and thank you?
People, i'll never understand them.
And I'll wait for that day when i see the woman again. I'll be waiting. With my stare, my foul mouth and probably a pot of hot water.
You watch out, bitch.
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Okay, today is an officially really shitty day.
Well, I'm sick! Again! For the 19311908319023rd time!
Down with the flu I think. :/ I can't take it! I feel lousy, lethargic, sleepy, drowsy...
And my eyes feel like closing. I just want to sleep and enjoy my new, soft, luxurious pillow.
The worst part of it all?
I HAD TO FUCKING WORK.
>: (
Oh yes, and I'm PMS-ing. My period came during work.
The bloody bus was like, FLOODED with water and my feet got soaked.
Stupid.
But yet there are so many things to be happy for.
I'm happy that I have my darling.
I'm happy that I have my new pillow!
I'm happy that I just had a nice steaming bowl of instant noodles.
I'm happy I got like, 200+ for this month's pay!
I'm happy that darling's birthday is coming! I've planned everything!
I'm happy for my little sister! She hugged me and went "I Love You!"
I'm happy for Mango Tea Frappucinos. MMMM.
:)
I'm happy.
You should be too!
Night!
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anyway,
I'm a real real jealous girlfriend, if you didn't know already.
>:(
bye!
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HI!
It's been 2 whole days since I've blogged!
Met Darling after school again yesterday. She gave me the biggest shock of my life! She was supposed to be at school, and I rushed out of class to meet her at TP, thinking she was in lecture. I walked out of the block, giving out the most humongous yawn as I walked. (hey i only had 4 hours of sleep!) I turned my head to see who that stupid person sitting at the steps was, and I did a double take.
And she just started laughing her head off at me.
>:(
We watched Wallce & Gromit, The Curse of the Were-Rabbit. It was pretty funny, really really cute. haha.
Then met Sze and Feli at Merdien.
MY JAPANESE STALL IS GONE!!!!!!!!!
I'm so sad! I loved their food! :"(
Anyway, had dinner and by the time AntiePantie and Char came, we already ordered. Ate and talked, and talked and talked, and LAUGHED so darn much and so loudly! Everyone was like, turning to look at who the hell was making so much noise.
Took 111 to Suntec and I did my homework first while the rest went to Gelare. Everyone left shortly after, so yeah. Went home and did RJ all.
Bathed, and i kena-ed sore eyes! Again! Why? Cause my eye is too small, and eyelashes get stuck in there too easily. >:(
I woke up with a small and really swollen eye. Had to cancel our plans to get out hair cut, and watch The Family Stone. I'm sorry darling!!
We DID however, have a pillow fight in the middle of Giant.
What i mean by pillow fight?
Well, darling wanted to buy me a pillow, and I didn't want her to. So, I took the pillow, and ran. And she gave chase. I hid from her, then she found me again, and then grabbed and fought and collapsed on the floor cause we were laughing too hard. hahah!
We went to Giant with the intention of buying popsicle moulds, and ended up with a pillow, a bag of peanuts, a Sprite, and a whole lot of memories.
I love you dear! :)
Thanks for the pillow, and the Topshop undies! <3
Back home now. I feel like having a nice warm tea.
Bye!
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Today... Well, January 6th didn't start well.
And it's only 10:32am.
Woke up, got ready and all, caught the bus, got on the train, but missed the bus to school. Crap. That sucked. Waited such a long time. Got to school feeling much better cause I was talking to Darling.
But then I got to school, and to cut the long story short, I got called fat by a classmate.
It dawned on me that I'm really fatter than I think I am.
And everyone in the FCC is either busy or is gonna come late today. It's such a headache to arrange these things.
Don't know what we're gonna do now. The tentative plan for me is that I'm gonna go home after school. Then gonna fetch her from school, and we're just gonna go out cause no one else is. And even if they are, they're gonna be late. So yeah.
The bitches didn't meet cause we're all busy too. Everything's not going well at all.
School's a bummer. I felt like leaving even before I got here. I'm scared I can't get to TP. Scared like hell.
I need an SLR to get better shots. My shots come out... plain.
Or maybe I'm just not cut out for it.
We'll see.
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edit! : (I stole this from von!
| You scored as Christianity. Your views are most similar to those of Christianity. Do more research on Christianity and possibly consider being baptized and accepting Jesus, if you aren't already Christian. Christianity is the second of the Abrahamic faiths; it follows Judaism and is followed by Islam. It differs in its belief of Jesus, as not a prophet nor historical figure, but as God in human form. The Holy Trinity is the concept that God takes three forms: the Father, the Son (Jesus), and the Holy Ghost (sometimes called Holy Spirit). Jesus taught the idea of instead of seeking revenge, one should love his or her neighbors and enemies. Christians believe that Jesus died on the cross to save humankind and forgive people's sins.
Which religion is the right one for you? created with QuizFarm.com |
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Hello!
I woke up at 2 o'clock today.
Why? Cause dear didn't wake me up again. lol. hahaha. Oh wait, maybe she did wake me, but then i fell back asleep? Or something. Didn't go to school anyway. I hate school. I'm banking on getting to TP. I don't care. I WANT to. And i'm going to. :)
Anyway!
I fetched baby from TP, then took a 518 alllllll the way to town. Got there about, 4.30. kudos to the express bus, then got our stuff for coffee presentation ready!
Darling did Ethiopia Sidamo, and i did Caffe Verona. :) She paired it with lemon biscuits and lemon mint sweets, while i paired mine with white, milk, dark and rum/raisin chocolate. mmmmmm yum!
I think we did rather well, only there wasn't much of a turn out, cause SB Paragon's partners are lazy! >:(
Went to Spize at River Valley near Mohd Sultan for dinner. They have damn puny portions. I totally regret voting to go there. Was bored out of my mind cause the (self-proclaimed) centers of attention were at the other side of the table. And it's just, different frequencies la!
Had nasi lemak and beef hor fun, which wasn't worth my buck. Lucky we didn't pay! :)
Took 14/70 home with darling, and here i am now!
Alright, better sleep soon.
School. Bummer. :/
Cheers!
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yay i am so happy!
all the small things have been settled here, and all i just need is a picture of me.
okay, bye!
off to more html-ing!
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okay, done the nitty gritties...
and now for the style aspect of it.
how la!
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and now for the style aspect of it.
how la!
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this is so exciting. finally moved to blogger.
layouts, credits to my genius darling, ray!
things are different in blogger, guess it'll take getting use to. what i'm really excited about is the photo hosting!
alright, gonna do up the nitty gritties.
til then, cheerio!
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