Tuesday, August 8
we're yet again reaching the end of sem 1.
seriously, i'm really, really sad to leave this class.
god knows why everyone else in STA, facilitators included, hate us.
i've been trying to think of reasons why people would hate us, and the only reason would be that if you can't be us, then you just hate us.
it's been a great 14 weeks, and i really hate to leave. :( i know half the time i've been missing class, but it's been great being here! :)
i feel so sad that i have to leave, and face the big bad world of the rest of the STA. unfortunately, change is a must here, no matter how much i hate it to be.
i'm in the midst of the change.
becoming more mature, older, wiser.
i'm leaving the old, juvenile, kiddish me and i like it.
each snip cuts the old memories and throws them away, leaving them behind,
each new day is like a wave, it brings new memories to shore and washes away the old ones, dragging them into the sea, never to be found again.
you and i know that those times will never come back.
nothing can change the way that things are now
nothing can ever bring it back to shore.
no one ever intended for it to go that way i'm hoping
but now that it has, i can only sit
no doubt it has changed me to depths unimaginable.
perhaps it's the cause for this change.
but still,
i'm changing
maybe for the better
hopefully not for the worse
arrivederci my friends.
maybe, someday, you'll see the old me back again.
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