HAHA MY ELF IS HERE AND I AM SO HAPPY.
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ok i know it's only 25th december,
but it's never too late to start making resolutions right?
. work tons this year, earn TONS of money and never let darling or me go hungry again
. buck up in school and show mr david cheng never to underestimate audrey tan
. go to bangkok :D
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hi there!
anyway, it's now officially christmas eve and here's my christmas presents!
remember mum's $100 spree?
here they are! from left to right, brown roxy halter, white pull & bear racerback, army green guess top and a striped/polka dotted bag from women's secret.
yours truly had the gargantuan task of wrapping my own present. so here's what i did! rolled them into nice sausages! see!
ok now it's nice, but kinda plain. so, add ribbons!
mmm then i put the tees inside my new bag. wanna see the INSIDE of my new bag? of course you do! :D
oh and the final result.
haha i think i've never had so much fun shopping for christmas. this year is probably the best year ever. because i know what i'm gonna get. hahah. :) love la.
anyway, here's the nicest wrapped present.
"my cutest goose, merry christmas! don't end up as christmas dinner cos i love you!"
from my darling. :)
yes, christmas is indeed a wonderful season.
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honey.
i'm gonna wake up early.
buy breakfast for you.
and surprise you at your door.
i love you.
and you don't know how much i do.
you deserve this.
and i've been putting it off for really, really long.
:)
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guess what. it's 3 days to christmas!
sadly i'm not really feeling christmas-y yet.
anway, about the money thing. mumsy gave me and my sister $100 each to spend, shopping spree. so i've been out and about trying to spend it, but so far i've only got a plain, basic racerback. that was yesterday's buy at Pull & Bear Vivo.
as for today, i blew $53 buckeroos on this AWESOME top at flash and splash. my first ever brown halter. my first ever brown thing! but it's hot, and i love it.
sadly i realised that actually, $100 isn't a lot. 2 tops cost $100. :( i swear i'm gonna save and spend! or perhaps starve and spend. that seems more do-able. haha.
oh yes. it was tempting to blow that $100 on a pair of Aldo heels. or a Guess bag. or a piercing! :)
the down side of it all was that i stupidly volunteered to bring my sister out alone. for 2 whole fucken days.
at least i still have about $30 to blow.
and i'm NOT bringing her out tmr.
ta.
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i know it's the christmas season,
and we're all supposed to be jolly and gay (HA!)
but recently all these money issues are really, really getting to me.
got like 500,000,000 more presents to buy.
and the amount left in my bank account is not even enough to withdraw.
goodness.
i really need a job.
this is damn depressing.
i'm not even able to eat and i have to buy presents for people.
but the best part about today was that
. it's our 21st!
. I GOT MY HOLGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
oh, i named it helga. :D helga tan the holga.
but i can't touch it til christmas. :(
back to the money woes!
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PLEASE!
stop boring me with your deep dark emotional, psychological, egomanical issues.
and the empty threats too.
because being a bitch is what i do best.
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What I've accomplished this holiday.
. sleep
. maintained waking up at 3pm for more than 2 weeks
. successfully drained out bank account
. found a new love for corn soup
. sell bikinis
. become a new L word fan
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disappunto.
io mi interrogo diverse volte e chiedo, perchè sono un tal vigliacco?
potete andare senza sosta,
spiegando i sensi che ho bisogno del miglioramento su ma non vi imbrogliate che questa lista non si concluda mai.
ho provato prego oggi a voi.
li ho resi felici per una punta,
sorpresendoli.
alla fine,
la mia soltanto ricompensa era affaticamento sleepy, stanco, desidera andare a casa.
siete soltanto come quello intorno me
yeah conosco che il lavoro è noioso.
ma abbia un cuore per la ragazza che ha dormito a 8am, non voi?
is it just me, or is the christmas season bringing more chill than cheer?
people rushing, pushing, shoving.
grumpy faces all around trying to finish their christmas shopping before the sales are over.
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the flu has made me become rudolph this christmas.
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zouk. :)
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i miss secondary school.
i miss sze.
i miss char.
i miss vinegar soup.
i miss compass point.
i miss my uniform.
i miss history class.
i miss neo-prints.
i miss SJC.
i miss passing notes.
i miss sneaking out of school to watch bad horror movies at Jeanette's house.
i miss trash talk.
i miss fatsy-patsy.
i miss church.
i miss choir.
i miss the sops.
i miss carolling.
i miss performing "Winter Wonderland".
i miss fuzzies.
i miss Jesus.
i miss monster cue.
i miss daddy.
i miss mummy.
i miss Sunday noons at Japanese buffets.
i miss having a family.
i miss watching football.
i miss writing Christmas Cards.
i miss receiving Christmas Cards.
i miss far east.
i miss studying at Captain Cock's.
i miss buying Christmas presents.
i miss thomson plaza.
i miss sneakily planning birthday parties during recess.
i miss being nerd-head kiat.
i miss being imperfect.
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am i that bad a girlfriend?
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tiger airway's having a 2c promotion.
2cents to go to bangkok.
so tempting.
but i'm broke.
i'm missing bangkok.
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whatever,
whatever,
whatever.
i love you.
it shouldn't matter.
22 months.
why do we still get so angry at each other so easily?
why, why, why.
i just want to slap you for it.
fuck.
anyway,
got to get myself a new job tomorrow.
or shall i say in 8 hours time.
RARGH.
i'm getting mouldy.
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dude i think my template changes are more exciting than my posts!
nicole richie. mmmm thinspiration.
nothing much,
lots to do tomorrow,
did tons today at vivo :)
love la.
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i've become such a demon.
since when did i become so materialistic?
and how did i ever allow this demon to come out?
why do i always compare myself to other people?
smarter, prettier, thinner than me?
its like an insatiable hunger,
i just want more, more more.
bags, skirts, tops, shoes,
you name it.
i want it.
just what is wrong with me.
its like an illness that i never knew i had.
why do i still sucumb then?
and why, does it in some sick way,
feel so great?
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i got sunburnt,
it's peeling and its fucking gross!
will peel it all off later.
its not christmas yet and i'm snowing.
HAHHAA
anyway talking about gross things,
i saw something fucking gross yesterday.
this stupid mouldy old tao huay of an auntie came on the bus.
she was wearing like damn tight pants and the tight pants like hugged every single crevice of her legs.
and when i mean every single crevice i mean even her fucking privates.
errrghhhh gross.
anyway i didn't get to watch girls out loud.
damn tired.
after school will be ikea,
tomorrow will be starting PP and studying at cathay,
then thursday will be open house,
and friday again with the girls,
saturday out again.
and.... this holiday will be a black hole sucking all my allowance away!
bye.
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fucking worst day ever in my entire life.
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i am sick of it.
stop making me sick of you too.
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