hello.
today is FRIDAYYYYYYYY!
darling has a presentation today and she's wearing formal. and so am i! :D
but it's only been like 5 hours into today and, my feet are aching, my legs feel so uncomfortable and i miss my shorts. :(
i really like to dress up for her, but then like i can't! i just can't! i feel like a rice dumpling that's been tied up too tight and i'm like spilling my rice all over the place.
but i finally got my ayam penyet today! mmm delicious! :D
although today is game design, and i'm crap at game design, plus i hate it, so it is really not helping. i'm fucking bored and i'm itching to do something meaningful! slacking in class is just not an option for me anymore! cannot!
haha. i've blog hopped, shopped online, and now i've got nothing else to do man. :( this is so sad.
anyway, i've recently grown out of the "short hair" phase and now i really want my long hair back!! :( i should've thought about it before i chopped it all off. but my hair is so irritating when it's long. :( sigh, i shall grow. then if i dont like it, off it goes!
i need to go shopping! please! i want fox shorts!
soon, soon.
AHHHHHHHHHHH!
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sometimes.
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what the faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!
i am not in the mood to deal with this today.
goodbye, steven.
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i am so sad.
my rook piercing... died.
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I AM SO BORED!
SO BORED!
BORED!
BOOOORRREEEDDDD!!!
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yay new template!
anyway, now i'm rather pissed that i spent 80 cents on 8 pieces of cheezels from the vending machine downstairs.
DON'T BUY IT!
tag!
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i miss the times
i'd use to memorize the words to the songs
i'd sing them to you, over and over again
with every word etched in my heart
i meant everything i said and did
nothing could break us apart
nothing except us could break us apart
now it seems like i'm a thousand miles away
no more romance, no more sweet nothings
are we fading away?
i pine for it to be like before
when we'd hold each other just talk and talk
and the world seemed like there was only two of us
now it seems like i'm losing you
the endless quarreling and fights
sleepless nights and heartbreak after heartbreak
i don't want to let you go.
we can make this work.
until the day i die, i'll spill my heart for you.
remember?
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hey there.
now blogging after our rather dumb, but do-able RJ from none other than david today.
(WANSIA: I'M LISTENING TO SOLER! but i don't understand what they're singing! only understand the 'wen rou' which means warm, right?!?! how!)
i'm still feeling bouts of hyper-ness leftover from yesterday/this morning.
not good, not good.
well one of the good things about today was that i think our team did pretty well! :) i am so happy. machiam like spice girls already. i am really very happy about what we did today!
however my happiness was kinda trampled on, cause i guess i asked too many questions today, and i guess people weren't happy.
well darling, the way i see it, it's better to have me point out your mistakes while you're learning, rather than your boss fire you, 20 years down the road cause you didn't make the cut.
we're all learning here, and so am i. i like to learn by asking questions, and to be asked questions. i'm not daunted by anything that you can throw at me, not even your dagger stares, honey!
savvy?
recently, i've adopted a new outlook on life, and i believe everyone can take a leaf from my page. (hahah no pun intended! page? startlingsilence.blogspot.com?)
i look at the world with an open mind.
it's okay for me to not like something, it's okay for me to like something. it's okay for someone else to not like the things i do, everyone's entitled to like or dislike anything, people included. well provided you justify it of course!
i take criticisms constructively.
well, nothing much people can say to me, or about me for that matter, can take me down. as long as i stand for what i believe for, and i act in the same way. you can hit me all you want, but i'll bite those bullets and spit them out.
i think ahead.
of all these years of living, whining, complaining and pure dwelling on the situation isn't gonna help, it isn't going to make it any better, it'd only make it worse. think ahead, and look at the possiblities, there are so many out there to be created! the world is at my fingertips!
well, my dear readers, here's your long awaited "smart" entry! :)
and for now, i shall sip the beauty tea darling bought for me, which works by the way, and count all the tiny things that made today awesome. :)
one of the biggest including having a kids meal with darling at BK and getting a spongebob toy!
OH OH and i had my beef curry from compass point! number 2! :D
ah, the simpler things in life.
tag please! i miss seeing many comments everytime i open cbox! :) (heehee, will you make my number 3?)
much love!
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alas! it's only 4.57, precisely 50 minutes since my last blog entry.
CHAM AH, CHAM!
i've run out of things to do. :(
1. check sg.auctions.yahoo for HP laptop prices, CHECK.
not a single HP Pavillion! :(
2. check sg.auctions.yahoo for Acer laptop prices, CHECK.
blardy, still cheaper than what i got Mr Packard for, $2100, difference of a whopping $500?!
3. check casio.com for info about warranties, CHECK
blardy cheebye, it doesn't even have a site for Singapore. :( and my dumb charger's spoilt, means no more cam-whoring til i get it fixed.
4. photoshop, or lack thereof, CHECK
no inspiration la, sorry.
5. blog stalk people on my blog stalking list TWICE, CHECK
sian la, people nowadays have no life. :(
there's nothing for me to do! :( and i still can't sleep.
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Sigh.
I've been pondering these few days about trading ole' Mr. Hewlett Packard and getting the waaaaaay funkier and "smarter" Intel Centrino-ed Acer Travelmate 3020.
Y'know, the pretty white one?
Problem is, where am I gonna get $2000++ from? And unto whose hands shall I kiss Mr Packard to? :(
Plus I doubt anyone would give me a good price for trusty Mr Packard. :(
Which is quite sad. I really do like that Acer. Plus, I'm willing to give up Mr Packard for an Acer! I bought Mr Packard in the first place cause he's American. AND also cause he looks good.
Anyway, it's fucking 4am in the morning, and I'm wide awake. Seriously couldn't sleep and I didn't want to wake darling up cause I know she's been tired from her retail operations.
There's school tomorrow, PLUS a UT.
Pah, I shall make an effort to go early later on.
Being up at 4am really does things to you.
Not that I'm new to it of course. :( I get many bouts of sleepless in the city often.
Still, I WANT TO SLEEP!!!!
Pah, maybe a better update another time folks. ;)
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3rd post today, boy, readers are getting lucky.
HA! not much for this post though.
just this.
sigh. v lab, much love!
on another note, YEA I'M PONNING TOMORROW! -TWIST!
lol, bye!
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fuck, i hate it when you say it.
i'm not only a fucking design student.
i have creativity, ideas, flexibility.
i'm not extremely smart, but if i set my mind to it, i can, more than you can ever imagine.
i hate it.
i want to prove everyone wrong.
i don't deny i don't have the slightest interest in business.
but i'll do it, just to prove everyone wrong.
i'm bigger and better than anything you think i am.
i'm not the dumb blonde that everyone thinks i am.
so stop underestimating me.
one day your words might just come back and bite you in the neck.
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hello.
monday! monday always seems like the day to blog. lol.
my first impressions with our coffee ambassador's been postponed. :( my black apron seems so far away.
school is becoming such a drag. so bloody tiring to wake up at 630 every morning, drag myself to the bathroom, get dressed and then take the long long long journey to woodlands. i think i should move to woodlands. >:( or maybe somehow convince the school that we need hostels! it'd be super cool to live by myself!
ah except that i can't wash clothes.
anyway life's been good, so great that i have absolutely nothing to write about.
i want to go to the beach! very badly!
and i want to watch 430.
okay lesson's starting.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
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hell,
it's a monday.
it's film crit.
and mr lava's facilitating.
there is nothing worse than having film crit on a monday, except having film crit on a monday with mr lava facilitating.
yawn. today's something about kurosawa rubbish. blah, NIPPON!
the only thing i'm excited about is that i might be going to bangkok again.
i think me and bangkok are soul mates. :)
oh! and my piercing photos are on BME! wheeee so exciting.
ohmytian i want to leave.
:"(
bring me to bangkok now please?
anyway, last saturday i realised i'll be 18 in less than 3 months.
god that is daunting!
i don't wanna turn 18, and i know that sounds weird. i love being 17. i love being cute. it's almost like an excuse to do stupid, silly things that i'll remember for life.
18 is such a daunting age. the second last year of being a teen. i'm not sure i really want it.
when i turn 18, will i be prettier? taller? smarter? more mature?
what kind of person will i wanna be when i'm 18?
the happy-pappy girl whose got it all going?
the slut who has no brains and all booty?
the geek with nothing but brains?
sure, i'm technically half an adult, but i dont think i'm ready for it, and i dont wanna be.
i wanna be forever 17, i wanna enjoy youth forever, have fun and never think about the future, i never wanna grow old, i never wanna be stale and smelly, i never want to ever have to worry about bills and kids, i just wanna have fun.
:(
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it's 2 am, and the England/Portugal match just minutes ago. Portugal won of course, with Ronaldo scoring the winning goal at penalty shoot out! :D the word i'd like to describe this match is FRUSTRATING. just FRUSTRATING.
portugal won, and that's what counts right? :D
truthfully, from here on, it's gonna get tough for them. and if they make it to the finals, it's probably gonna be against brazil, and i dont think they stand a chance. :(
i want to learn portugese!
okay, was tagged by emma and char.
this's for you cheena piang!
4 alcoholic beverages I enjoy from time to time:
1. Bacardi Coke!
2. Bacardi Breezer in Peach!
i drink nothing else. >.<>DEAR! BUY FOR ME!
4. WHAT THE FUCK!?
5. WAH LAO!
6. EEYER!
7. CHEENA PIANG!!!!!!!!
7 People To Do This:
1. darling
2. sabby
3. miss toh
4. sea-tea
5. cheena piang
6. deanie
7. anyone. :)
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