Tuesday, August 1
what a fucking bad morning
i didn't charge my phone. the battery died and there was no alarm.
woke up to dad screaming "you like that, might as well not go to school ah!"
mum refused to drive me to school or to the mrt.
had to take a cause it's hwee ling teaching today. i took 14 dollars to get here.
i opened the door and the first thing i saw was hwee ling's newly shaven head.
she looks so... ROUND.
on another note.
i am just feeling so down and all.
i just feel like running to orchard and getting a tattoo.
there was a false alarm that we had to retake the past modules that we scored D for. which isn't fucking fair!
well we don't have to anyway. not unless you got less than 2.0 for your GPA.
history of the arts.
poo.
can't my parents just accept me for the free spirit that i am? i am happy the way that i'm living my life. i don't steal, kill, drink, smoke or stick my head in the toilet every week. yes i do come out late and i don't talk to them much.
who can i blame but them? everything that they've done and are doing is driving me away from them, to find solace outside and escape from everything that's happening.
just love me for who i am.
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